My Engagement...17~10~10

dah lama blog ni x di update..tup2 bila update trus letak gambar bertunang.heheee...yess, kalau dulu plan nk tunang bulan 11 or bulan 12 alih2 jadik bulan 10..bukan aper, actually 17hb oct plan nk merisik jer..tp alang2 merisik, baik tunang je sekaligus..so, agak kelam-kabut jugak la buat preparation..bygkan dalam seminggu dpt notice nk tunang..mau x terkejut..tp syukur alhamdulillah, atas izin-Nya,majlis berjalan dengan lancar..ramai sanak sedara termasuk mber yg datang on that day and tima kasih byk2 pada yg hadir..terima kasih jugak pada sumer yg amik gambar saye..baik dari pihak lelaki maupun pihak perempuan..hehee...malu lak tetibe..yer laa...x amik pun photographer...harapkan org2 yg bwk camera jer...heheee..alhamdulillah, sumer yg datang kebanyakkan expert bab2 amik gambar ni..camera pun canggih2..huhu..million thanks to them..haa, even my niece,alya sabrina,umur 12tahun pun dah pandai amik gambar..thanks to mak ude jugak sbb amik gambar wpun pinjam camera brina..hehee...xpa, xlama lg dpt camera 550D kan..? boleh la farah pau camera kaknana nnt...kuang3x...

kalau baca balik my previous entries..rasa mcm x sangka plak skrg dah bertunang...yer laa...kalau awal2 entries asyik citer psl cinta pertama yg x kesampaian..then cinta kedua yg menyakitkan hati..yer laa, bila org tu jenis ignorant..mmg menyakitkan hati..huhu..then ada plak laa berkawan gan mamat tu..mamat ni...last2 tersangkut gan Mr Fiance..ececehh...dulu dok bubu itu..bubu ini...skrg dah mr. Fiance..*blush*

so pada dorg yg tgh frust menonggeng...n tulis mcm2 kat blog pasal cinta yg x kesampaian..jgn risau..1 day, u'll post 1 special entry about ur special person..n masa tu..bila korang baca balik entry korang yg tgh frust menonggeng..korang akan tersenyum..believe me...rasa sakit tu kejap jer...bila korang dh jumpe cinta sejati,cinta sehidup semati..luka yg korang rasa skrg akn totally cure..even parut pun akan hilang..;)

bawah nie ada few pics during my E-day..;)

bilik menunggu sebelum dipanggil keluar utk sarung cincin..huhu..

 

dup-dap-dup-dap

 

bekas cincin..suke sgt!!  bunge2 tu fresh flowers

sesi sarung cincin..

cupcakes biru tu i yg buat k...i buatkan bg pihak lelaki..yer laa, wpun dia bg balik kat kita, tp naper nk bazirkan duit order kat orang lain sedangkan buah hati sendiri boleh buat...tul x?? so sesaper nk order, sila hubungi saye yer.. 

leh dpt %..ngeeheehee

with my beloved mama...

with my sis,kaknana

budak comel..!!!!! my little ainstein

my cousin, kak radziah

Mr. Fiance mcm xsabar2 dah...huhuhu...

nervous ke bang..?? kite ni yg patut nervous laa..=p

gambar dengan kawan2 Mr. Fiance..

more pictures..click>>> here

Interview....

tarikh interview dah dapat...huhuhu....next week, 25th @ 8 am...giliran ke-7..aper dia nk tanya erkk..?? menteri kesihatan pun aku ingat2 lupa..
jap nk tanya my 'walking wikipedia'..
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owhh...
Dato' Liow Tiong Lai...
hahahaa...memalukan btul..menteri kesihatan pun xtahu..nmpk sgt x amik tau hal ehwal negara. (^^,)v

p/s : my 'walking wikipedia' saper lg kalau bukan my bubu...huhuhu...
dia sgt suke membaca..especially on current issue...kontra btul dgn aku..isk..isk...
ohh.dan dia mmg budak skema...x mcm aku...kehkehkeh....

where & why

i've just submitted my application form to ministry of health.
huhu...susah nau nk wat keputusan,hospital mana yg patut pilih.
Actually kalau isi senarai hospital je xde masalah..tp yg bg serabut kepala tu bila dia mintak alasan..wuaaa...
anyway, bwh ni senarai hospital pilihan-ku together with the alasan..

intro dulu...

gmbr passport terbaru yg dilekat pd sudut kanan borang.

tolong jgn cari pasal dgn mengatakan itu gambar kuih pau terlebih yis!

& tempat pilihan yg dipilih....

actually tempat ketiga tu diisi beberapa minit sblm nk submit form tu sbb still undecided. Nak tahu ape pilihan ke-3?

keputusan yg dibuat utk pilihan ke-3 mmg diluar jangkaan..
hahaha
sabah? sarawak? perlis?>>(yucks!)

apepun pilihan aku..biarlah rahsia...
(^^,)v


kalau teruja jugak nak tahu...sila hubungi...
019-9-9-4-4-tekan-tekan-tak-dapat

kuikuikui....
jom ramai2 pakat berdoa aku dapat pilihan pertama...!! Aminn...

gOoDbYe bLoGGeRs~

Farah,
you have to stop blog walking or else u'll ruin your own future..!!
(mind you, i'm currently in O&G posting [obstetric&gynaecology a.k.a kebidanan&sakit puan]) which probably the most awful, soul destroying departmen in HTF. ( mati aku kalau head departmen baca..Pfftt! =p ).
For that,i have to show good attitude while in here.
I have to stop blog walking(BW) each time i run my GoogleChrome and shut if off when i've finished checking my emails and focus on my 'Sepuluh Cikgu' Obstetric Text Book.
I'm not addicted to FB anymore,thank god..=) Extra credit for that ;)
I just can't get along with FB anymore.
All those annoying status with intention to attract others really get on my nerves
and to be frank,I was one of them previously..;p

So Farah, today will be your last day to enjoy BW.
By the way,I'm not reading blogs randomly.
I have my own fav bloglist which i compiled them in my bookmark.
One of them is Hanis Zalikha for sure..;)
From Hanis Zalikha, i move to Macham Iz Punye ( a friend of hanis zalikha ).
Then i'll proceed to few others..reading entry by entry..till i get sleepy and doze off.
So tell me, when do i spend my time reading medical issue..?
the answer in NONE.
How terrible i am. ~x(

If only i could turn back time....( ayat poyo tiap kali nak dekat exam / after exam..=p )

*dah tak tau nk letak title ape*

ada org tu persoalkan sape mamat tu? sape mamat ni..? kenal ke? ok. bila aku persoalkan jugak..sape minah yg baru add tu? kenal ke gan minah tu? then gadoh. masing2 nak balas tindakan masing2. Fine. Ni la padahnya bila dua2 anak bongsu. xde yg nk mengalah. Fine.
Sakit ati...!!!
ggrrr....!!!
dushh..! dushh..!!
haaiiyaakk...!!
aboogeerrnn...!!
fire..! fire..!

ha. ha. ha.

lantak laa...
biar la gadoh cam nk berperang..
biar la bertekak mcm anjing dgn kuceng...
ape yg i tau..







I TETAP SAYANG KAT U.
sebab i yang selalu cari gadoh gan u dulu.
hehehee..

takut...risau...cuak!

hati tak tenang...risau kalau 'penyakit' lama datang balik.
Ingat kan dah sembuh.
2-3 minggu lepas, ada timbul simptom2..
just mkn Arcoxia( painkiller ) n antibiotik.
Then pagi ni mula demam.
wuaa...xkan la jadik balik kot..
Mmg patut segera buat check-up.
errmm..
tp takot laa..huhuu..
Nama je bakal doktor..
alaa,aku pun manusia biasa, ada jugak rasa takut..!
Lepas berkali2 keluar masuk bilik bedah..xkan kena lalui semua tu sekali lg?
kalau sebelum ni aku kuat berdepan dgn sumer tu..nape skrg x boleh ek?
=(

selamat menempuhi dunia HO

dah taw penempatan dorg..!!
waahh....i'm happy for Ana and the rest of E batch..mostly dapat aper yg dorg mintak..
erm, bkn mostly..i think EVERYONE dapat tmpt dalam salah satu dari 3 pilihan yg dorg letak! ader la sorg dua kot yg tercampak but still....tercampak2 pun masih dlm satu negeri yg sama..cthnya farah hulaimi, mintak Hosp klang tp dpt HKL..Ozzy mintak Klang gak tp dpt Serdang..happy sgt dgn dorg..!! nnt cane la pulak dgn batch aku..hopefully mendapat nasib yg sama..hukhuk..( nak sgt hosp Sultanah Bahiyah..!! )
kalau stress2 leh balik umah..dok bwh ketiak mak..(◡‿◡)

HO posting...

jantung berdegup kencang..(cewaahhh..ayat novel hbs!)
skrg tgh tggu update from Ana pasal penempatan utk Housemanship nnt(HO).huhuu..gile laa..ntah dapat ke tak tmpt2 yg dorg pilih tu..sekrg ni dia tgh ada kt KL,attend induction program (persediaan sblm masuk dunia HO..) registration kul 2-5pm..ms tu la dorg akn umumkan penempatan tp Ana ckp dorg still ade taklimat..after taklimat kot br diumumkan..
wuaa...naper aku lak yg takot nih..?? huhuu...instinct aku kuat mengatakan Ana bakal dapat Hospital kat area utara..maybe Hospital Sultanah Bahiyah?? huhu..hopefully..

Actually there's a rumours saying
"single HO will b candidates to fly to Sabah n Sarawak"
>>> Dr Rosefaezan, i took this statement from ur FB status..hehee..hope it's just a rumours..=(


so what if sume tu mmg btul..?? hahahaa..nikah je dulu b4 masuk HO..xper, pejabat kadi skrg 24hours! hehee..

Ben & Sarah

Pernah dengar pasal Videojug? aku dapat tahu pasal website ni pun masa tgh mencari2 resepi2 memasak.Ada sorg tu ckp Videojug ni bagus sbb ajar semua benda from basic.Tak kisah la pasal memasak ke, pasal bertukang ke, pasal kerja rumahtangga ke..Ape2 lah, sumer ada..
Mula2 tu mmg la excited cari pasal masak2 ni..Actually,i was searching for 'how to cook macaroni & cheese' video sbb ada orang tu sukeee la sangat makanan tu.Before this pernah gak buat kat dia masa cuti posting lower cycle.Masa tu cari recipe from internet je,ingatkan mcm buat lasagna je laa..or spaghetti bolognese..lepas buat tu,bg la dia rasa then suh dia komen.Lepas dia bg komen, rasa mcm nk nangis jer..bkn terharu ye..then terus merajuk xmo jumpe.Tapi petang tu jumpe jugak..Pfftt ;p
Sejak dari tu aku xmo dah buat Macaroni & cheese.Kire mcm mogok gak laa..hehee..
Tapi bila pikir2, baru sekali je buat, xkan nak give up?? So aku pun tgk2 laa video cara buat macaroni & cheese dgn betul...at the end of the video kalau u all notice, they'll show you some related videos ( just like what they have in Youtube ).I chose to watched a video on 'How to be a perfect Girlfriend' by couple Ben&Sarah.Layan la jap video yg dilakonkan couple berdua tu.Tau2 lepas tgk video dorg, aku asyik search for 'dating tips' instead of 'cooking tips' =p.
Most of the videos tu 18 tahun ke atas jer..tp xde laa extreme sgt..sekadar utk bg tips..n xde la expose aper2 pun. Yang aku suke sgt tu sbb gaya lakonan dorg sgt kelakar! and tips2 dorg bg ade yg boleh kita pakai tp x semua laa sbb orang barat kan..lain la bg yg sudah berkahwin..Anyway, I've attached some of the videos by Ben&Sarah.Just watch 'em.




 With just a few simple tips, you can be the perfect girlfriend - making him want to be the perfect boyfriend. Learn with VideoJug how to do all you need to, to be come the perfect girlfriend and look after your little caveman.

1. Step 1: Relax your standards

   The perfect girlfriend is not a plastic doll. While you should endeavour to maintain your femininity, once in a while let your guard down: eat like a pig, slouch around, or leave the washing up. You can even surprise him be getting him to pull your finger. This way he will feel comfortable in your presence, and you in his.

2. Step 2: But make an effort

   With this in mind, remember that it is important to make an effort and sometimes dress up special. We know it's not practical all the time, but he'll appreciate it, and you'll feel more attractive.

3. Step 3: Massage his ego

   Remember that the male ego is as fragile as it was all those years ago when he first lost his way back to the cave. Make your boyfriend feel good about himself - even if he is getting in your way- let him be useful and tell him he's great. Don't nag him into submission, as there is nothing sexy about a downtrodden man.
   You know the bed's not made properly, but congratulate him on having a go. You know that isn't an omelette, but it contains eggs doesn't it? So well done him!

4. Step 4: Feed him

   Like it or not, the old adage is true - the way to a man's heart is through his stomach. You don't have to cook, but keep your local takeaway on speed dial. Remember if your boyfriend is hungry, his attention will shift suddenly from you to the fridge. Don't take it personally, it's primal. Symptoms of hunger to look out for include: grumpiness, slightly flared nostrils or he may appear to be hunting. If he gets like this, don't suggest salad.

5. Step 5: Give him space

   A man's friends are important to him, and so is his ability to spend time with them, where he will do male activities like growling, fighting and measuring things, simple pursuits that confuse a complex female mind. Allow him the space to maintain these relationships. Let him roam, and when he comes home he'll be ready to spend quality time with you.

6. Step 6: Listen to him

   Men enjoy explaining things. Be it the mechanics of bridges, why Sean Connery's the best Bond, or the complexities of the offside rule, even if he's being patronising allow him his airtime, and he will then shut up, leaving you to enjoy the peace and quiet of a loving and giving relationship.

7. Step 7: In the bedroom

   When it comes to bedtime and matters of the night, your needs may be different. Sex is a simple matter for him: he wants it, whenever, wherever. Never put out if you aren't in the mood, but do accept he always will be, and don't tell him off because he finds you devastatingly attractive all of the time. And if you really don't fancy it, just distract him with beer.

8. Done

   Have fun with your boyfriend.

Adik cuma nak tanya ibu je...

Adik cuma nak tanya ibu, kenapa begini jadinya?

Bu, adik Cuma ingin bertanya…
Rasanya ibu tak akan mampu menjawabnya...
Ibu ingat 14 feb tak
Malam tu ibu ada janji temu
Ibu jumpa jejaka tu
Ibu kata dia cintakan ibu
Benarkah bu?

Dia puji dan puja ibu
Dia rayu dan belai ibu
Katanya cintanya hanya untuk ibu
Benarkah bu?

Ibu terkhayal dengan pujukannya
Ibu terbuai dalam bicaranya
Ibu terlena oleh bisikannya
Benarkah bu?

Ibu tak kisah dia peluk ibu
Ibu izin dia sentuh jasad ibu
Ibu puas dapat buktikan setia ibu
Macam dia kata.. mahu bukti cinta dari ibu
Tapi benarkah bu?

Hari ini lepas 9 bulan...
Pohon yang ibu dan lelaki tu tanam telah membuahkan hasil
Hari ini buah cinta kalian telah terzahir
Hari ini bukti kasih jejaka itu pada ibu telah lahir...
tapi benarkah bu?

Kenapa dia tidak sama menyambut kami?
Kemana dia telah pergi tidak azankan kami?
Mengapa ibu pun benci kami?
Sedangkan inilah semaian tanda cinta kalian?
Mengapa ibu?

Tak terasakah sakit dan perit
tak berbakikah kasih dan sayang dan
Tidak lagi kah ibu berTuhan?

Benarkah ibu?
Benarkah begitu?

adik cuma nak tanya je bu.....